this is sort of an explanation.

i'm actually just really embarrassed of anything i've ever done up until recently haha. probably the reason for none of it being up anymore. uhh basically i was kind of a huge tool? i don't remember being like that but i guess that's how it was. i obviously was trying so hard to be cool haha, well. fuck me. i've grown up a lot.

anyway, i guess schoolwork and my social life has kept me pretty busy. i haven't been doing as much art as i used to, especially digital art, of which i haven't done since maybe like freshman year. it's all been pretty traditional and revolving around college portfolios and art classes trying to break away from that 'anime' feel. i still don't have a "style" and it's probably not gonna happen for me (atleast not digitally). i'll try and upload some of my newer stuff when i get a chance, though. it's not the best work but whatever.

i haven't been watching much tv or spending too much time on the internet aside from facebook and myspace haha. i don't watch anime anymore, i'm just not into it (aside from maybe the new fma episodes but rarely ever do i watch it. i'm just a fucking softy for fma.) which would help to explain why i haven't been on oekakis or anything anymore. which i actually kind of miss more than anything else from my like awkward middle school stage.

i doubt i'll be on this much in the coming year either considering i'll be busy with more schoolwork, social, and college business. yaay. sweet deal right?

for those that are interested, that's basically an update on my life that i'm going to go live now. i sound like a prick but i'm really not, i promise. i just can't word things well.

i miss you guys. keep up the amazing artttz.

(also i am actually so happy that under moods for "daily needs" there is an option of "high". yes, that is my daily need obviously.)


interestingly enough, i am going to otakon this year hahaha, lolzzz. i actually love otakon and baltimore. so i'm going to stop making fun of myself now. it was a last minute decision and i am accompanying my sister. get at me.

get at her.